March 2012
I hate crying over some stupid shit that I don’t need to be crying over. You don’t like me and I want to be your best friend more than anything else. Fuck you. Fuck you for not doing anything for me when I gave this whole fucking friendship all I fucking had.
February 2012
I have lost so many people this year.
I seriously don’t want anything more to be on this team. But this fucking asshole ruins everything. Of course. When my life was getting so good. I better get this last fucking spot. I just cannot even express right now.
Hey guys guess what. I tried to kill myself a year ago from today. And I’m still here. And I’m happy I am. I inspired other people. Got my own opinions. I’ve grown. And I wouldn’t have gotten to do that if I hung myself with my areopostale jacket. Im still breathing. I’m healthy. I’m alive. And that’s all that matters to me now.
Imy soccer coach can suck my Dick. I took last season off to stop cutting, and apparently I’m already replaced. Fucking asshole.